Why am I so emotional, I dont know, I fucking hate crying and I that I cant control it ever, I cant even talk on the phone without letting myself go. Probably starting my period or something , cool shit. That makes it better.

I hope you know that I love you. I hope you know how beautiful i think you are. I always want to be with you. Forever. I love being there for you, I really do, I love it. I love that I’m the one that gets to hold you while you’re scared and tell you everything is ok. I love kissing you on the cheek and cuddling you. I want to do that for the rest of my life. I will never leave you. I love you and I never want to be without you. I want to make things ok for you. Because you make things ok for me and I love you. I want to spend the rest of my years with you and argue about stupid shit and cry about stupid shit and laugh about stupid shit. But I only want to do that with you. You’re the only one I can ever see myself with. The only one I want to see myself with. I love you suaizbdjzhsu.

I think you are the most beautiful person in this world. Inside and out. And I wish you’d believe me when I tell you. I think you’re breath taking and sometimes I even get butterflies in my stomach just thinking of how lovely you are.